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I don’t remember the first time that I cried
Perhaps it was the day I realized that I could die
Or when my husband looked at me and I could tell
There was no going back – this was gonna be hell

I fought the battle, I fought it well
But, then again so did so many others, who sadly fell
For just one moment, I wish I could go back to the time, before this all began

Before it began
Before I could never be the same again
I want to go back
Before it all began
Before I found out everything I never though could happen – can

Oh, it can
Yes, it can
Oh, it can

I tried to shield my precious children from the pain
But it was all like being caught in an endless rain
My parents tried so hard to be strong but, it was clear
All they could see was the little girl they held so dear

I fought the battle, I have the scars
The pain in my body and mind is proof that I’ve been to war
For just one moment, I wish I could go back to the time, before this all began

Before it began
Before I would never be the same again
I want to go back
Before it began
Before I found out everything I never thought could happen to me – can

Yes, it can
Oh, it can
Yes, it can

I don’t remember the first day that I cried
I think it was the day I realized I could die……..

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